Calamity to Calm

    It seems that everyone is looking for their rhythm. Something that makes them happy and feel fulfilled. Those who work wish to be home and those that are at home wish to be at work. The cycle seems to be unending. I have been one of those people who never seemed to find my niche. I was always looking for something else.

    I recently became a stay at home mom. I welcomed the break and really enjoyed resting up the first month the kids went back to school. I started working on some projects around the house and then it bit me. The bug that makes you want more, makes you second guess your purpose, undermines your efforts. I began to think maybe I was a bum for not bringing in an income. I felt the pressure to do more.

    Then out of the inner chaos, I realized I was being productive and industrious. I've been caring for my family and home, helping extended family members with their many needs, and volunteering my time with both the schools and a local non-profit. Sure there isn't any money involved but I am making a difference for the many that need me. I found my inner calm. It's a breath of fresh air. I have found contentment and hope that it stays.